Brazilian Counter-Strike veteran Gabriel "FalleN" Toledo is preparing for a new chapter outside competitive gaming, with more time for his family, personal interests and everyday activities. In an interview with HLTV in Beijing, FalleN opened up about his retirement plans and the challenges of adjusting to life beyond professional Counter-Strike.
FalleN prepares for life beyond gaming
After spending more than 20 years playing Counter-Strike competitively, FalleN admitted that he does not know what life without gaming will look like. He has been playing at a high level since his teenage years and has dedicated most of his time to Counter-Strike projects, both inside and outside the server.
He expects having more free time to feel like a major change. However, his first priority is spending time with his wife, dog, brothers and mother, whom he has often missed because of his professional commitments and international travel.
Family time and new hobbies become priorities
FalleN revealed several activities he wants to explore after retirement. He plans to return to fishing, continue playing tennis, learn piano and resume studying Mandarin with a teacher.
The Brazilian also expressed his desire to enjoy simple everyday experiences, such as visiting shopping malls, watching movies and going out for dinner with his wife.
Having spent more than 12 years living away from home while competing internationally, he now sees these ordinary activities as something special.
FURIA yet to decide on FalleN's replacement
FalleN also discussed FURIA's search for his successor as the team's in-game leader (IGL). The organisation has previously experimented with giving Mareks "YEKINDAR" Gaļinskis additional calling responsibilities.
According to FalleN, the process has not changed his approach to leadership but has highlighted the value of sharing responsibilities and considering teammates' opinions.
The final decision remains open, with sidde and former coach Nicholas "guerri" Nogueira expected to evaluate available players for the next season. FalleN described the situation as speculation until the organisation makes its decision.
FalleN reflects on his Counter-Strike journey
FalleN also looked back at his first international tournament, the World Cyber Games 2009 in Chengdu, China. He qualified through a Brazilian tournament and travelled internationally with other Brazilian esports athletes for the first time.
He highlighted how much Counter-Strike has evolved, particularly the tools available for analysing gameplay and preparing for matches.
For aspiring players, FalleN's advice is to remain humble, open-minded and patient while continuing to work hard. He believes that assuming you already know everything can prevent improvement.
Although he is preparing to step away from professional competition, FalleN hopes to find ways to remain connected to Counter-Strike. He also expressed gratitude towards the game's community, which has been an important part of his life for more than two decades.